i wan to move to canada

went down to teh cementery looking for love.... got there andf my baby was buried... I had to dig her up....

Last time I was in Fairfax I had "sentimental" disturbances. Shit, my former fiance gave me back the ring (at least I had it on my power and was able to sell it), and I went to seek help from a good sensei. I stayed there for almost two weeks. Give or take. I was almost all the time thinking about what would I do, how to manage the situation, how to heal my heart, charge me up a litlle. I found convenient answers and left happy. Now, here in fucking-cold-saskatchewan, I find out that maybe the girl that should have received the ring insted, Nush (gilr whom I had no idea of here whereabouts since 2001), had moved into Fairax shortly before I arrived. I mean, I had to "heal" myself? and see inside? and all I had, or really needed to do, was step out, see the fucking sun, and maybe take a walk around the block. You never know how are you going to find over there.

I am feeling cold